Akueikyou

Deep satisfaction drawn from creating with one's hands. My kingdom for a set of Copic markers!

I really, really do wish that I was more... I supposed dedicated is the word for it. Dedicated to my art. I plod along and ignore everything at times and I notice my cameras sitting, gathering dust. Effort, Jess! I've lost one of my Moleskines. I'm incredibly upset, more so because I know where I left it and one of my friends would have picked it up but has since not returned it to me. It's theft, and it hurts. I bought a new camera. One more suitable to carry around on a daily basis. No more excuses for never having a camera with me.

I want to capture my muse. Lock her/him/it up so that on a whim I might spend some time and create something. I feel empty, there is a distict lack of creativity in my life currently. To put it (very) bluntly, it's fucking annoying. Perhaps it has to do with my body clock. I find I'm more creative during the day, but I've been staying up late and sleeping the daylight away. Naughty naughty. Halp?